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When something goes wrong, I get angry at myself. I\u2019m not trying to redirect my anger towards other people. I have the decency to admit that everything happening to me is because I position myself in that location, a moment in time, and a group of people.<\/p>\n
The most enjoyable moment of the day for me is when I write. I try to write every day at least 500 words. It\u2019s me time. It\u2019s good time. It\u2019s rarely happening. Around 8 pm I get angry on myself for not putting aside time during the day to write. And because you can\u2019t reason with an angry person, I have no success in getting myself to sit down and write. I\u2019m shallowly busy with being angry.<\/p>\n
My negotiator mode kicks in and I treat myself as I treat my angry customers. I acknowledge the problem and ask myself what it will take to not be angry. Maybe I need chocolate or a glass of red wine? Maybe I just have to go for a walk?<\/p>\n
As you can notice, it\u2019s all about me being angry and nothing to do with the root of the anger which is that I haven\u2019t written that day. Sometimes my \u201cself-treatment\u201d works, sometimes not. About being angry I mean. The day goes by without me writing, anyway.<\/p>\n
Come morning I will wake up early and write. There\u2019s a story to tell angry or not.<\/p>\n
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